My mornings are nowhere close to 'Normal'. I just can not get out of my bed in the morning.
This gets worse in the winter. I know the saying goes 'Early to bed and early to rise, makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise' and it is sooo true... but how am I going to teach this to myself, I don't know till now.
It's usually very late by the time I get to bed. That is not because I am super-busy but because I am normally surrounded by the lots of things that I like to do rather than going to bed. Internet is one of the 'addictions'. There is always something that I can find that interests me... I have learnt so many things from the internet from cooking to makeup to all these new tech apps and what not.....With so many things to see and learn, going to bed seems like a waste of time to me... So, by the time I go to bed, I want to be literally so tired that I cannot open my eyes anymore and then I drag myself to bed with closed eyes and collapse within 10 seconds.
The morning story is different.... although it felt like a waste of time to go to bed the night before, getting up on time feels like the most stupid thing I have to do....'.Oh!!! why didn't I think about it last night, I should have gone to bed on time.' I can only regret and think that the next day is going to be different. I have to get to work, so I don't get all the time in the world to sleep. After pressing snooze button on my phone for about 7 times, I finally drag myself out of the bed when there is not a single minute that I can spare anymore if I am to get to work on time.
Quick morning rituals: brush my teeth- wash my face-toilet-make up-dress up.. I finish these within 15 minutes and on a normal day, don't have time to eat my breakfast, breakfast is a treat if I am good enough to wake up 10 minutes early.. .. I just have to shoot out of the door. So, within 15 minutes of getting up, I am out of the door heading towards office which leaves me exactly 15 minutes to get to work and clock in. And I know this in my head, trust me, I have timed it before.. it takes exactly 15 minutes from my door to the clocking machine in the office by foot. If I am even a minute late in getting out of my house, that means I will have to run for one minute on my way to make it on time. I don't have time to appreciate the beautiful sunrise on sunny mornings or to throw a rant on a rainy morning.. I just have no time for anything but to walk- walk-walk for 15 minutes!
Thinking about the crazy mornings, I have drawn this picture of myself to sum it up :)
